Sunday, June 25, 2006
|@~ 12:33 AM ~@|
Finally i see results.
Efforts paid off.
Had frienddly race with a few 20 men boat today.
Of which only our boat and another one is a mixed boat.
The rest of the boats comprises of 20 men (one of them is TP men and another one is SAFRA).
20 men!
our boat, mixed boat, with 10 men 10 women.
though it's a friendly race, I can see all the boats are giving their best.
We start off with them from the same starting line.
Normally, if the team is seemed to be weaker than another, the stronger boat will start off a few boat length behind.
We did 3 sets of races.
We fight n charge on and held on so tightly to our positions.
Was on par with the 2 20 men boat when we crossed the finishing line (1km)
Did 3 sets and this is the 1st time we experienced this kinda thing. lolz...
This is also the 1st time in passc history this happens!
10 men 10 womens (20 men boat) winnning a 20 men boat (safra and tp men)
This is really a confidence booster for our team.
We will continue to strive on to win the upcoming race.
chocoEfforts paid off.
Had frienddly race with a few 20 men boat today.
Of which only our boat and another one is a mixed boat.
The rest of the boats comprises of 20 men (one of them is TP men and another one is SAFRA).
20 men!
our boat, mixed boat, with 10 men 10 women.
though it's a friendly race, I can see all the boats are giving their best.
We start off with them from the same starting line.
Normally, if the team is seemed to be weaker than another, the stronger boat will start off a few boat length behind.
We did 3 sets of races.
We fight n charge on and held on so tightly to our positions.
Was on par with the 2 20 men boat when we crossed the finishing line (1km)
Did 3 sets and this is the 1st time we experienced this kinda thing. lolz...
This is also the 1st time in passc history this happens!
10 men 10 womens (20 men boat) winnning a 20 men boat (safra and tp men)
This is really a confidence booster for our team.
We will continue to strive on to win the upcoming race.
|@~ 12:33 AM ~@|
Thursday, June 22, 2006
|@~ 1:19 AM ~@|
I'm glad I din go for any internship. I had that tot that the holidays are too short and I need the time to rest. Indeed, it's true. The hoidays are really short and school's starting soon. Yet, I seemed to have many endless things undone. Time is always not enough and too short hur.
Cycling along the track at east coast park today makes me reminisce abt the the past times I had with my frens there. It has been a long time since we go to that place. I guess it juz makes u realised that time passed quickly and that growing up is mandatory and in the meantime accumulating more problems in ur life hur.
Sometimes it juz feels nice to sit ard doing nth, playing cards, chatting and wasting ur life away.
It juz makes you feel that time seemed to have stopped at that point in ur life.
chocoCycling along the track at east coast park today makes me reminisce abt the the past times I had with my frens there. It has been a long time since we go to that place. I guess it juz makes u realised that time passed quickly and that growing up is mandatory and in the meantime accumulating more problems in ur life hur.
Sometimes it juz feels nice to sit ard doing nth, playing cards, chatting and wasting ur life away.
It juz makes you feel that time seemed to have stopped at that point in ur life.
|@~ 1:19 AM ~@|
Sunday, June 18, 2006
|@~ 11:53 PM ~@|
Kallang passc seemed to be my second home now.
I feel so comforted to be there.
The attachment to the place and to the team is juz becoming greater.
love my team so much. I can see more efforts from everyone in the team and the drive and desire to win is juz overwhelming.
We had a few friendly races with some teams and it's juz fun to race with them.
The race is coming. Hope we will get in the grand finals. Last year june race, passc performed quite well. So, juz hope that we will achieve the same results.
Juz hope that this high morale will lead us some where in the race.
I'm quite positive abt it.
chocoI feel so comforted to be there.
The attachment to the place and to the team is juz becoming greater.
love my team so much. I can see more efforts from everyone in the team and the drive and desire to win is juz overwhelming.
We had a few friendly races with some teams and it's juz fun to race with them.
The race is coming. Hope we will get in the grand finals. Last year june race, passc performed quite well. So, juz hope that we will achieve the same results.
Juz hope that this high morale will lead us some where in the race.
I'm quite positive abt it.
|@~ 11:53 PM ~@|
Saturday, June 17, 2006
|@~ 1:32 AM ~@|
Been staying at home the past few days slacking and sleeping
Sad to know that I'm doing this when ppl are out there shopping, taking adv of the great singapore sale (cos no $$ & no kaki)
Then jun asked me out to shop, 'forcing' me to spend my $ lolz (which i've been keeping for dunno wat donkey reasons)
So, I went shopping for 2 days.. haven't been shopping for so long
tiring..
~Thurs~
bot gloves for db (dunno y i bot it.. only know tt my fingers are getting bruises here n there so juz tot i might need it)
NUM germany singlet for my db
~Fri~
Another day of shopping
Went to acc py to make her specs
then went for a briefing at smu
met jialing in sch.. enjoying life lolz.. took half day leave and went to sch for a swim b4 gg for briefing.. so nice.. haven't been swimming for so long.. (nt including tt swim with jing n kae)
been trying to find time to swim.. but it's either i felt lazy tt day or weather dun allow for it
Headed for town after tt.
bot this brazil NUM slippers
And finally i fully utilized my isetan vouchers
On this....
shopping craze today...
~Max Brenner~
chocoSad to know that I'm doing this when ppl are out there shopping, taking adv of the great singapore sale (cos no $$ & no kaki)
Then jun asked me out to shop, 'forcing' me to spend my $ lolz (which i've been keeping for dunno wat donkey reasons)
So, I went shopping for 2 days.. haven't been shopping for so long
tiring..
~Thurs~
bot gloves for db (dunno y i bot it.. only know tt my fingers are getting bruises here n there so juz tot i might need it)
NUM germany singlet for my db
~Fri~
Another day of shopping
Went to acc py to make her specs
then went for a briefing at smu
met jialing in sch.. enjoying life lolz.. took half day leave and went to sch for a swim b4 gg for briefing.. so nice.. haven't been swimming for so long.. (nt including tt swim with jing n kae)
been trying to find time to swim.. but it's either i felt lazy tt day or weather dun allow for it
Headed for town after tt.
bot this brazil NUM slippers
And finally i fully utilized my isetan vouchers
On this....
shopping craze today...
~Max Brenner~
|@~ 1:32 AM ~@|
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
|@~ 12:38 AM ~@|
yeah... think i am myself again..
nt emo le..
i guess it must be PMS ba... lol
*blame it on sth else*
sch's starting real soon...
actually dun wish for sch to start so soon
cos i dun wanna join the workforce tt soon..
really wish to have fun all my life..
but i guess somehow i have to work for a period of time though
to at least help my mum with the loans and everything else..
no choice..
cos i will be the 1st to start working i guess
cos of tt 2 toopid bros...
will go NS first b4 working..
gives them a lighter burden at this point of time
hmmm....
The race is coming... yeah!!
I dunno whether i care abt the outcome of the race..
but i guess it will be my first race and i wanna enjoy tt process
and also the fun...
juz hope to have fun with my team mates..
they are really nice ppl..
gg db every weekends kinda set a purpose in life for me...
I realised that when I didn't go for trg for one week, i felt like sth is missing
and i felt empty...
lolz...
so i guess i am starting to love it more...
hee...
it seemed to me that db is sth tt brings ppl from diff bgs, diff ages, diff walks of lives etc together
u may nt see them on normal day...
but u will see them when u go for trg on weekends...
i guess..
it's the BONDING~
hee.... bondings, attachments, feelings.. these are nice
but it will be sad when these comes to an end...
separation... departure...
this is life hur...
chocont emo le..
i guess it must be PMS ba... lol
*blame it on sth else*
sch's starting real soon...
actually dun wish for sch to start so soon
cos i dun wanna join the workforce tt soon..
really wish to have fun all my life..
but i guess somehow i have to work for a period of time though
to at least help my mum with the loans and everything else..
no choice..
cos i will be the 1st to start working i guess
cos of tt 2 toopid bros...
will go NS first b4 working..
gives them a lighter burden at this point of time
hmmm....
The race is coming... yeah!!
I dunno whether i care abt the outcome of the race..
but i guess it will be my first race and i wanna enjoy tt process
and also the fun...
juz hope to have fun with my team mates..
they are really nice ppl..
gg db every weekends kinda set a purpose in life for me...
I realised that when I didn't go for trg for one week, i felt like sth is missing
and i felt empty...
lolz...
so i guess i am starting to love it more...
hee...
it seemed to me that db is sth tt brings ppl from diff bgs, diff ages, diff walks of lives etc together
u may nt see them on normal day...
but u will see them when u go for trg on weekends...
i guess..
it's the BONDING~
hee.... bondings, attachments, feelings.. these are nice
but it will be sad when these comes to an end...
separation... departure...
this is life hur...
|@~ 12:38 AM ~@|
Sunday, June 11, 2006
|@~ 12:48 AM ~@|
Forgiveness is what i seek ..........~
choco|@~ 12:48 AM ~@|
Thursday, June 08, 2006
|@~ 1:02 PM ~@|
met up with chan n the rest to watch CARS...
lightning mcqueen~ lolz... nt bad
"life is not abt the destination,
it's abt the journey"
wealth and fame are juz too superficial
when one is in the prime time of all these
you tend to overlook many other things close to you
lost count of time
missed the precious moments you could have shared
"there is more than juz winning, in a race"
the one who cross the line first might not be the winner
but i think elvyn fell asleep...
hmmm....
the show ended a bit early...
so went ard searching for rocchester
found it but there isn't much entertainment
so we went wala wala...
chocolightning mcqueen~ lolz... nt bad
"life is not abt the destination,
it's abt the journey"
wealth and fame are juz too superficial
when one is in the prime time of all these
you tend to overlook many other things close to you
lost count of time
missed the precious moments you could have shared
"there is more than juz winning, in a race"
the one who cross the line first might not be the winner
but i think elvyn fell asleep...
hmmm....
the show ended a bit early...
so went ard searching for rocchester
found it but there isn't much entertainment
so we went wala wala...
|@~ 1:02 PM ~@|
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
|@~ 2:40 PM ~@|
hmmm...
guess i'm feeling better now..
haiz... we'll see wat happens next..
as for now, i will enjoy all i can now..
On the 2nd june:
Planned a surprise bday party or py at cafe iguana..
haha.. tot she might have guessed our planned surprise
but she din really guess it..
so glad... she din cos if she did then it wouldn't be a surprise anymore..
hee..
was eating so much food at 11+ near 12...
dinner or supper? lol.. it's my dinner though
cos i came after work (IT show)
the food there was nice.. compared to la viva..
lolz
but the lil disappiontment was tt some of us couldn't stay late ...
if nt we would have gone chinaone and chill out..
~cheers!! with water??~ lolz
~having all the macho margarita to herself~
~some curry pork stew...~
~durian mousse cake from goodwood park~
chocoguess i'm feeling better now..
haiz... we'll see wat happens next..
as for now, i will enjoy all i can now..
On the 2nd june:
Planned a surprise bday party or py at cafe iguana..
haha.. tot she might have guessed our planned surprise
but she din really guess it..
so glad... she din cos if she did then it wouldn't be a surprise anymore..
hee..
was eating so much food at 11+ near 12...
dinner or supper? lol.. it's my dinner though
cos i came after work (IT show)
the food there was nice.. compared to la viva..
lolz
but the lil disappiontment was tt some of us couldn't stay late ...
if nt we would have gone chinaone and chill out..
~cheers!! with water??~ lolz
~having all the macho margarita to herself~
~some curry pork stew...~
~durian mousse cake from goodwood park~
|@~ 2:40 PM ~@|
Troubled
Messed up
Jammed up
Guilty
Fearful
Distraught
Tormented
Worthless
Mismatch?
Junk
Wrong choice made??
I'll try to feel better...~
chocoMessed up
Jammed up
Guilty
Fearful
Distraught
Tormented
Worthless
Mismatch?
Junk
Wrong choice made??
I'll try to feel better...~
|@~ 2:32 PM ~@|
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
|@~ 12:22 PM ~@|
haiz.. got a call from edmund..
customer complains and demanded for a free installation for his MOL 6500.
my customer~
freak!!
haiz..
got reprimanded...
was a suay day..
chococustomer complains and demanded for a free installation for his MOL 6500.
my customer~
freak!!
haiz..
got reprimanded...
was a suay day..
|@~ 12:22 PM ~@|
Monday, June 05, 2006
|@~ 4:30 PM ~@|
finally~
all is over...
left halfway during the pc show on sunday
cos of py's bday bbq.
went to collect the otah
then went home for BBQ!!~
lol.. lucky i left work early..
the crowd at suntec is juz overwhelming....
couldn't even get out of suntec..
human jam everywhere..
bbq was quite fun...
though i dunno most ppl who came...
but at least yokey and sheena came..
tt's gd..
it's nice hanging out with them..
after e bbq, we had a mj session.. til ard 3+ when elvyn had to leave cos he needs to return the car..
so the mj session ended early...
now there is so much leftover food in my fridge..
haha... yeah...~
gonna get fat soon...
And ya, adr really went to cut her hair.. !!
it looks ok.. but she look really diff in tt hairstyle... lolz
wahahahahha.....~
@~the feeling~@
why am i feeling this?
i hate this feeling
i abhor the closeness
i need a break
i need time to find myself
maybe a long long time
*born loner*
chocoall is over...
left halfway during the pc show on sunday
cos of py's bday bbq.
went to collect the otah
then went home for BBQ!!~
lol.. lucky i left work early..
the crowd at suntec is juz overwhelming....
couldn't even get out of suntec..
human jam everywhere..
bbq was quite fun...
though i dunno most ppl who came...
but at least yokey and sheena came..
tt's gd..
it's nice hanging out with them..
after e bbq, we had a mj session.. til ard 3+ when elvyn had to leave cos he needs to return the car..
so the mj session ended early...
now there is so much leftover food in my fridge..
haha... yeah...~
gonna get fat soon...
And ya, adr really went to cut her hair.. !!
it looks ok.. but she look really diff in tt hairstyle... lolz
wahahahahha.....~
@~the feeling~@
why am i feeling this?
i hate this feeling
i abhor the closeness
i need a break
i need time to find myself
maybe a long long time
*born loner*
|@~ 4:30 PM ~@|
Saturday, June 03, 2006
|@~ 11:40 PM ~@|
after 3 days working at the IT fair ar suntec..
i finally came home not too late and not too tired for me to blog..
it had been hell-a-of-time at the PC show..
though i'm working again at the IT fair..
the feeling is totally different..
felt as if sth is missing
something within me...
~MISSING~
though i felt that sth is missing...
but i also know that the sth is alive within me..
always..
it's like the oxygen that ignites the burning splinter in a 'test tube'
the splinter is burning...
and the oxygen is in the air..
u see how oxygen is impt...? cos only oxygen ignites the burning splinter...
though in one's life... many ppl will walk in and out of it...
but... only a few will leave footprints..
and only a few will be given a 'locker space'...
rem that..
chocoi finally came home not too late and not too tired for me to blog..
it had been hell-a-of-time at the PC show..
though i'm working again at the IT fair..
the feeling is totally different..
felt as if sth is missing
something within me...
~MISSING~
though i felt that sth is missing...
but i also know that the sth is alive within me..
always..
it's like the oxygen that ignites the burning splinter in a 'test tube'
the splinter is burning...
and the oxygen is in the air..
u see how oxygen is impt...? cos only oxygen ignites the burning splinter...
though in one's life... many ppl will walk in and out of it...
but... only a few will leave footprints..
and only a few will be given a 'locker space'...
rem that..
|@~ 11:40 PM ~@|
Thursday, June 01, 2006
|@~ 3:48 AM ~@|
wohoo......~
haha.. blogging at near 4am in the morning.. omg~
crazy me...
i should be slping..
nah... forget it.
i guess 2ml will be a busy day for me...
IT fair.. omg.. as always.. the IT fair always make me go bonkers
and after it, i always feel a bit older... i can feel tt i aged.. too stressful..
i think i need to go on holidays..
i need to explore and travel..
staying in spore for too long juz gg to drive me crazy...
boredom, boredom and boredom...~
IT fair.... i nv have tt $ to buy things... wanna get a camera, laptop etc... but has been waiting n waiting for me to save/earn enough.. but nv once did i have the means to get these things...
moreover, me as well as moi family gg thru financial crisis...
jialat.. imagine gg out with with not a single cent and with a atm card with $4 in there...?
this is wat happens...
won't die.. at most juz go town sightsee tt's all...
and go home for meals... tt's gd enough..
wow.. i declared bankrupted now...
*hang myself*
lolz... saw sheena today when i'm on my way to suntec for the IT fair briefing..
heard someone called me.. haha.. omg.. i can nv spot ppl on the streets..
it's always ppl spotting me...
working at the IT fair once again..
recollections of the previous IT fair resurfaced...
miss the times.. miss the one.. miss the feeling.. miss the thrill.. miss the bonding..miss the moments.. miss u...
nvm... at least there are memories left behind...
have to move on while enjoying the moments tt still linger inside...
chocohaha.. blogging at near 4am in the morning.. omg~
crazy me...
i should be slping..
nah... forget it.
i guess 2ml will be a busy day for me...
IT fair.. omg.. as always.. the IT fair always make me go bonkers
and after it, i always feel a bit older... i can feel tt i aged.. too stressful..
i think i need to go on holidays..
i need to explore and travel..
staying in spore for too long juz gg to drive me crazy...
boredom, boredom and boredom...~
IT fair.... i nv have tt $ to buy things... wanna get a camera, laptop etc... but has been waiting n waiting for me to save/earn enough.. but nv once did i have the means to get these things...
moreover, me as well as moi family gg thru financial crisis...
jialat.. imagine gg out with with not a single cent and with a atm card with $4 in there...?
this is wat happens...
won't die.. at most juz go town sightsee tt's all...
and go home for meals... tt's gd enough..
wow.. i declared bankrupted now...
*hang myself*
lolz... saw sheena today when i'm on my way to suntec for the IT fair briefing..
heard someone called me.. haha.. omg.. i can nv spot ppl on the streets..
it's always ppl spotting me...
working at the IT fair once again..
recollections of the previous IT fair resurfaced...
miss the times.. miss the one.. miss the feeling.. miss the thrill.. miss the bonding..miss the moments.. miss u...
nvm... at least there are memories left behind...
have to move on while enjoying the moments tt still linger inside...
|@~ 3:48 AM ~@|
